It's over....
I was complacent, content, comfortable. I was semi-happy semi-miserable. Never saw it coming then POW! My husband hit me with the most painful words a person can hear; DIVORCE. My head began to spin, I felt faint; "wait, what?" " WHY ?" What did I do, how long have you felt this way? I thought you loved me, I thought I was your world???? This can't be real...I hate you, I love you, I miss you, go away. The emotions during a divorce I can tell you most definitely suck. The betrayal, the pain, the sadness, the resentment, and let's not leave out the financial security that comes crashing down. I feel like my heart's been ripped out of my chest, I can't breathe. Wait, I can breathe cause I hate him, I don't need him. Do I? Remember that trip to the mountains you took together? That feeling? It was real right? How did it come to this then, we were so happy, weren't we? No, we weren't....